Thinking of you

For some reason i can't seem to take my mind off of you. not that i would want to if i could but seriously i feel like i'm stalking you with my brain. your face preoccupies my minds photo album your voice fills my body's voice box you characteristics constantly remind me of why i like you, i feel like i'm going to cry. I'm not normally the mushy type but i take it you are so when you tell me things like i'm beautiful and that i'm your princess you make me feel a whole lot better and actually make me feel like you really honestly like me. you say that you feel like your falling for me and i'm not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing. to say on the optimistic side, i am flattered and hope soon that i will feel the same way because i actually think you and i are going to work. to say on the pessimistic side, i'm scared i might not measure up to your expectations. everyone tells every girl that she never should lower her standards but do they say the same to boys? do boys actually have standards for the girls they choose to have sex with, for girls they choose to date? because for some reason the good guys are always caught up with girls that either do them wrong or are bad for them. I don't want to be that for you and though you reassure me that i am what you want i can't help but to be wary of your feelings or be wary of how i am around you or if what i just said might have been the deal breaker or given you the way out that you wanted...So just sitting here thinking of you, on my way to feeling the same way about you as you do me, and you'll never know because i know you will never read this,
- your princess

SITTIN AND THINKING AND DREAMIN...i'm so cool