Its like my soul is on fire, there is a burning in my heart just for revenge,
Catching some deep thoughts agianst my chest, hoping that they won't detonate and leave me breathless and helpless
i'm always in some calm reserve, holding back the fullness of my rage,
deeming to be one of those "beware my wrath" types
only to descover that i have more self-control i give myself credit for, knowing that if my buttons are pushed, which they are regularly, then i won't wile out like i believed i would
that i would be able to hold my blistering rage inside and maybe the person i want to explode on might actually be able to walk away with limbs still attached and mind still in tact.
not to say the same for me, holding it all in the rooms of my mind fills my conscience to capacity, stretching my self-control until one day i just might explode
I'm just hoping there will be noone there to be caught in the mess that is left behind...
- not really worried but still thinking of the outcome of my long overdue rage hapence
GROWING UP, NOT SURE IF I WANT TO BUT UNDERSTANDING I HAVE TO...
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