Thursday, February 16, 2012

Scared For The Future

I've been having this problem. I really would like to become an Architect...it's what I'm currently in school for but...idk. I'm kinda thinking about majoring in English and minoring in Art. I really want to be an artist. I could still be that as an Architect but idk what to do. I watch people with Studios, with art classes, with canvas and its a dream come true. I also want to be a writer. My mom will tell you, I've been writing and reading since I was a little kid. I was born with it. but i don't know if I'm good at it. I'm scared that I'm not good enough to be the artist/author that I want to be. I admitt that i need to take risks but im just really scared. I have until August to figure this out. I know it sounds like a long time but...it's not...not really. not for these life choices. the ones that could either turn my life around or send me spiraling down into a deep dark pit.... The light in me sees the light in you.

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