Though i know that we just started talking and we haven't met in person yet i feel a connection to him that i have only had once before...and that connection bloomed and blossumed into something completely different, something kinda like immature love. He makes me smile at the most inappropriate momments and gives me advice that i gladly take in hand. He drives me crazy when we aren't talking and i wish i could hold him close and never let go when we are. I must admitt that i am scared, scared of the unknown, scared of the COULD-HAPPENS...but i am going into this anyways...i know that i am not a fortune teller and even if i was i wouldn't want to know my fate with ihm, i'm just glad i will live it...i know that most would be skeptic but i'm optimistic about us, i want us to last and i know that whatever happens we will always be friends...(though i would prefer that things went beyond that)
Before now i felt like i knew them, those other guys...but i realized that i knew them in person but only on the surface...where as him? i know him not enough but more so than the person sitting across or behind me...I'm sure that he feels in some way about me and he has expressed his thoughts about me but i just hope that he genuinely wants me in his future and that all will grow from there...Its one of those 'wake up in the morning and first thought is a smile to my lips and a blush to my cheeks' kinda things...
-Thinking of Chris
GROWING UP, NOT SURE IF I WANT TO BUT UNDERSTANDING I HAVE TO...
Awwwwww!! ;) <3 :*
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