Something New?

I'm only scared because of my past, the future doesn't seem to bright, the light dims slowly over the months, years, minutes; i can tell that life isn't going to be as i had planned, moving on into where i am now, i realize that i've changed, my mind is sharp, my heart is cold, my soul is thinning, i'm becoming so far from the stereotype that im an alien. my fingers reach beyond the stars, they grasp the moon tightly in their sinews, they wrap it around their knuckles, they never let go. I'VE CHANGED...AND THATS OK...I'M A BETTER PERSON...WHERE IT COUNTS!