एवर थौघ्त अबाउट बोरेदोम?

boredom
boredom is a small drug that eats away at your brain. slowly devouring your inner brain muscles turning them to mush and juicy nothings. it makes your head ring and your skin tingle. it almost could drive you to the point of insanity. could drive a less than violent man to kill and a calm and peaceful mother to buy up a shopping mall. you could die in this state. you could go into a deep emotional coma and never come out. boredom strikes when you can think of nothing to do to save you from yourself. your mind thinks up all these crazy and weird ideas and you seem to have outburst of laughter and strong waves of nauseousness.
but then agian boredom is a state of mind. if you tell my mother you are boredom what would she say besides "well then irma, go find something to do. if you are bored it simply means you are a boring person" i used to think that was funn. me? a boring person? never! but then i realize that boredom could also be the result or even the cause of depression. the result and cause of guilt, shame, and even the deepest feelings of hatred and anger. when boredom begins to settle in simply sit and think, "AM I A BORING PERSON? or maybe even DID SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ME THAT THERE IS NOTHING THAT COULD SATISFY MY SENSE OF ADRENALINE? or perhaps WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME RECENTLY THAT COULD CAUSE ME TO FALL INTO A DEPRESSION OR EVEN SOME DEEP EMOTIONAL COMA?" thinkin on these could probably stop a lot of americas crime, murder, suicide
or maybe i'm just crazy!
and even a little...bored?
SITTIN AND THINKING AND DREAMIN...i'm so cool