Recently

so i can't exactly say when and where but i can say here and sometimes. i feel as if the world is closing in around me. as if i'm going crazy and there is nothing i can do to stop it. i feel as if to stay in control i have to run miles and i have to drink acid i have to dance until my feet bleed i have to sing until my throat is raw. i have no clue how to describe how i feel without making it sound as if some insane girl decided to write suicide notes in third person. i write a poem i write a song and yet it is doing nothing. i can do mothing at all but sit and think and sit and believe and yet it is doing nothing.
i know i am making no sense and yet i am still trying to explain the inevitable to you.
SITTIN AND THINKING AND DREAMIN...i'm so cool